其实真的还是很伤心

我不知道我期盼什么样的安慰

可是 他就这样没事的去睡了

我真的不懂盖有什么样的感受

我不想让他觉得我很麻烦 很复杂

所以也没说什么

喜欢真的是这样？

好像不是

每次还是到了这个终点

他不是很喜欢我

他让我看得求婚video

我更不知道该给什么样的反应

他们在一起半年就结婚了

我们什么证书都不用

他却也都没问

骗自己 其实真的比较好过

I almost forgot how it should to be like when ur around

yes

everything is so real

to the extend i have forgotten how i always felt when he did these little things

sam ask me the same thing again

i do not know i should be happy to feel almost nothing when i answer

but i think i starting to drift away.

its not a good thing.

maybe its because of exam fever

or maybe it has been like that ever since we first met

its just too real to be a princess.