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人要常常自我反省 才会进步

Morib

Things at Morib really change.

no little crabs
no kites
no bubbles
no little kids around

but ure still there
without me.

=]

let it be.





***faster do assignment lor!!!! haih siennn

same people same cinema different feeling

but I don't really know how I felt exactly.

we no longer play basketball machine while waiting for the show to start

instead, we were looking at movie board separately

we no longer drink F&N grape / ice lemon tea

instead, we got ourselves a new combo that free a 100 plus bottle

when I see him I dun see him like how I used to be

at some points I even felt we are going out for the first time

Does thing really change?

or it is because we do not hang out for quite some time already?

please dun mess with me

Please dun mess with me people!
I am sick and stress here and I totally do not have time with your nonsense
so please do not expect me to reply u nicely where u did not do the same thing to me either
Fyi, for those who think they are the first one who kena, you are obviously not.
Show some respect please


*short temper mode turned on*

七月十四

又是七月十四了
现在的我 在炎热的大太阳 做功课
也emo着。。。

很想念外婆。。。

谁能给我一点安慰？

算了吧

只有自己能让自己开心

开心点吧 =]

读书加油！

stress AGAIN

Seriously I din't sleep very early last night but got up this early in the morning stress-ing. So many due date to meet for this two weeks. Feeling sick, stress and every single bad feelings in this world. hahaha not that exaggerate lar... But really did not sleep well last night. Coughing for the whole night - regretting... Looking all the due date... omfg....... HAIH... HOW TO MEET THEM LAR!!!! emo...

续：生病了

果然 每个人看着同样的事会有不同的想法

一个很开心的祝福说道:你终于找到这样的一个人

一个却说:怎么又生病了，多照顾自己

看的东西一样 可看到的东西却截然不同

有人能做到控制别人看到他们想让他们看的吗？

生病了

我承认我是一个超级不管自己健康的人，我在一个sem生病的次数有时真的多得可怕。今天我又生病了。昨天其实已经有预兆了可是我又是没什么管，结果今天真的大病。无奈。从昨晚我开始睡到现在才醒，一整天都被我浪费掉了，大叹气。。。。
幸好今天有位好先生打包给我吃， 不然我看我晕死在床都没人懂因为整个家只剩我一个人孤零零的蹲着。

我看我要振作一点，好好的去运动，早睡什么的，可别败掉爸妈给我那么健全的身体。


下次再聊吧

打喷嚏中。。。

时机

其实很多事情需要时机
感情
友谊
职场上

遇到对的人
不对的时机
也是浪费

我遇过很多很想深交的朋友
可是时机都不对
认识了很久 但每次只能 轻轻的问候

最近 认识了新朋友
不算新吧
只是最近开始觉得说得上真话
少了很多平时的废话

他说 我们现在才是真正开始聊天
可我说 没有了那些废话 不会有今天的我们

***

六月十四号 那天
我认识了他

一路走来
我很感激

wallet

Sales is everywhere. Wallet is on sales too. I have been hunting a nice black wallet since quite some time ago but anyhow none of it caught my eye. Yesterday I went out again and saw this black wallet which I think it is nice and simple that everyone would like it. It is on sales too. I thought for a very long time to buy or not to buy because deep down I know that I am not in the position to buy. At the end.... huhuhu

stress

Its week 10 already. I starting to feel the stress of final exams. Never like this feeling but no stress no motivation this is what I always thought to be so. Tonight having Etm midterm test hopefully everything goes well =]

Even though I can't say that this semester its a super sad or a super happy semester for myself. There are things I have gained and lost but overall I think should feel happy and contented for what I am having now. Those that I have lost, sometimes it is not that it doesnt mean anything anymore, it is just something you cant do anything with it. What will be will be I guess.

=D

情人的眼淚

小时候，外婆常常喜欢唱这首歌。
坐在门边，感受着凉凉的风，唱着

为什么要对你掉眼泪
难道你不明白是为了爱
要不是有情人 跟我要分开
我眼泪不会掉下来 掉下来

虽然 那时的我不知道 什么是爱
可是 却感受到 她歌声中的凄凉。。

15th August 2010

For quite some times I din't post anything new here. Last post was kinda emo I guess but hey! I am 'A' okay so don't worry lar kay =D Nothing much happen actually. Just passed my crazy week of 3 midterms and 3 lab session. Still having the last paper -- ETM on Tuesday. sien... I din't touch anything at all because yesterday went out for almost the whole day and today procrastinate the whole afternoon. HAHA!

Yesterday was a very important day.


多的是 你不知道的事
何时才能找到我的 伯牙


hmmmm.... till the next time..

来不及

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
我曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以负荷
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了



我还是来不及了

我学会了

我学会了
放慢脚步
看看身边的人
珍惜点点滴滴


很谢谢你 =]





***

你的不开心 并不于我
我很明白

其实我很饿

可是我不敢说

end of the road

you ask me if i love you

i choke on my reply







p/s : 因为太了解 所以很讨厌

actually why we have to ask why?

actually why we have to ask why?













izzit every question have a motive behind?

or we just ask for the sake of asking?


Am seriously no idea.

Im very glad

I am proudly announcing that I still have take my bath at this very moment. I am still wearing my grey jeans and white t shirt since this morning =S

Just had a very long and content-ful conversation with both of my housemate. It is been a long time I guess that we haven't REALLY talk and share things together.

I have finally know what I really want. Two years of playing and wasting time somehow worthy? hahaha sarcasticlly i presume. Now all I hope for is to study well - pass my degree. Hoping in the process I would get to find the one that we have same objective to strive on and we can hang on with each other whenever we need. Together we succeed and we enjoy life with each other companion. Anyhow, study come first. If you wan to go - just go.

p/s : waiting for the one. Ain't want to slack anymore.

恋情必须经过四个阶段

第一个阶段：共存
这是热恋期间，情人不论何时何地总希望能黏在一起。

第二个阶段：反依赖
等到情感稳定后，至少会有一方想要有多一点自己的时间做自己想做的事，这时另一方就会感到被冷落。

第三个阶段：独立
这是第二个阶段的延续，要求更多独立自主的时间。

第四个阶段：共生
这时新的相处之道已经成形，你的他/她已经成为你最亲的人。你们在一起相互扶持，一起开创属于你们自己的人生。你们在一起不会互相牵绊，而会互相成长。

但是，大部分的人都通过不了第二和第三阶段，而选择分手，这是非常可惜的。

很多事只要好好沟通都会没事的，不要耍个性，不要想太多，要互相信任，这样，第二和第三阶段的时间就会缩短。

和所爱的人相遇相恋是非常不容易的，不要轻言放弃

I don't know what am I doing right here right now

Seriously I do not what am I doing right here right now.

Supposingly I should be doing assignment which is due on today 11.59am.

They say people are always selfish. Yes I realised it last night and undeniably I was very sad and disappointed. But at the end when I saw the conversation box pop up I eventually forget about it and was even delighted with the apology. Maybe I should say my head is short circuit or hay wired where the equation of --- sorry > 5 marks lab is actually proven correct in my brain. The simplest explanation is already satisfied me.

But the exactly same situation happens on the next day where my position and the other party turn around. But I think I am not forgiven and yeah I know it from a very long time ago you will remember every black dot of mine. But truthfully, I am sorry.








Sometimes, I think... Anyway, haih. its okay afterall.